Thanks so much for sharing your very personal story with the bodytrim community. We are very sorry that you have had to go through difficult times, it is truly heartbreaking.
However, it is fantastic that you are now starting to get better and ready to make a fresh start in your life. Welcome to the new program! The shakes are a convenient way to help our busy and time-poor trimmers; It is the opportunity for you to learn from the program about nutrition, at your own pace, and move towards a healthier lifestyle. The key to success is not to be too hard on yourself and accept that sustainable weight loss doesn’t happen in 1 day. We have here an amazing team of nutritionists available if you have any questions so please make sure you reach to us. All the best! BT team.